对于生活的再思考

did anyone ever like mondays? well certainly for one thing i don't.

amazingly everything always falls due on monday! sometimes durin the week, we so long for the weekends to come and during them, we can just relax and don't do anything. mayb that is true for some people but sigh, it just nvr seems to happen for me~ ok not really, it does happen la heh.

e epitome of monday-to-be blues.

amazingly, i have finished all my work that i have planned for today. emphasis on the 'i'. as the raffles programme seems to change its focus to other stuff, the amount of group work never ends. with the number of reflections we have to write after finishing most of our projects, it never fails to amuse me how i always write the same stuff (most of the time) and that i always learn more about team bonding, how to work better in a team, team dynamics. i have learnt this a thousand times that i just feel so 'ugh!' of working in a group now. lol. going solo is sometimes better or at least having someone to help you along might be good.. but. sigh~

RE rite. lol its so weird la. i shan't claim all e credit but i can safely say e workload has certainly not been evenly distributed. i and leon did e powerpoint, i made e whole report myself. dat sounds so egoistic and self-glorifying but well what have e others done. yes they all sent me their parts of work they were supposed to do but well. leon - hes actually ok but juz dam irritating sometimes. hanson - dunno why but so frustrated lol (as in i wif him). hhahahah. go holiday over this wkend?! wtfux -.- den e info he sent me is like all copy - pasted, i had to edit for him e whole thing. lol. junliang - hes juz so busy now. soccer soccer soccer. to blame him or not to blame? who noes.

对于生活的再思考

i clearly remember this as one of e zuowen topics last yr for juz a normal zuowen. i tink if i were to write it now, i will have no problems filling up at least a thousand words. life, everyday u see someone complaining bout it, how life is unfair, how life just sux. you see it everywhr. i mean i have to say i do it to, it is sometimes juz e best excuse to blame a problem on. 'ive got so much work to do!' 'why he treat me so badly', 'life sux' 'life is unfair' lol. (im weird now)

so well, my only response wud be dat most of e times we chose it. like myself, im gettin stressed by everyone's expectations of me, even myself. how i don't wanna disappoint anyone, frens, teachers, family, myself. so yea i gotta admit that mayb life doesnt suck, its just my choices. i mean look at some pple in my class (names whom shalt not be mentioned), dey are carefreely living past their days playin dota, and getting their 2.8's. heh choices. life is acutlaly juz all about choices.

i once read a quote which i found very true. 'nothing is ever going to change in your life unless you decide to change something in it'. so mayb steppin into RJ would really be a good thing. change is good, in a certain sense. new frens, new teachers, new environment and most imptly, a chance to start anew. i tink for me, my only problem i had in RI was my cca, floating wasn't really my ideal life. yes its slack but i don't really enjoy slacking off like that.

having dinner wif low jugs hans and another morrisonian last friday, i finally see someone who thinks slightly similarly wif me in a certain way only, no one is ever gonna complement you exactly. low said, why your want same class meh? (or sth like dat) isnt it better to make new frens?. lol this is prolly one of e most exciting factors of change i like, meetin new pple. i mean i dun like to meet new people for random reasons or those whr i am forced to, but if its part and parcel of life, just do it. 2h was a good class and IS a good class. class spirit will be sth that always remains no matter how many times we choose to say its fallin apart and we're no longer as bonded as b4. mayb dats true to a certain extent but my frens i have made will always be frens unless dey so choose to not be anymore.

-ponder-

ok now i really dunno wat im tryin to say anymore. mayb those who are reading might understanding a bit more bout me or mayb dey might just get lost like i am hahahahaha.

p.s btw yeowhua! a lot of things may 'seem' to be related to u only coz i tink ur one of those pple who tinks a lot. lol~ if others tink deeper, dey might realize that i might be talkin bout them to.
its juz like how e horoscope and fortune tellers work, dey tell u super general things and u go 'ya i tink deres a certain minute aspect of my life which agrees with that' and we all say e person is pro.